Thursday, April 21, 2005
dEad36
from time to time we all do it. i did it. and if you haven't you will.
the most recent search leads to me, shot dead in an ohio k-mart in 2004. they say it was a "crazy drug-addicted gunman". but it doesn't sit so random for the guy with the same name. the picture is of some 22 year old jason priestly doppleganger, whom i recently realized played "tober"- a pseudo punk character from that favorite 21 jumpstreet episode. needless to say... that picture wasn't me. but maybe it was supposed to be? a delusion perhaps left over from a bad robot killer from the future movie... you know the one.
i've seen it before. someone with my name. only once. some music ceo of some sort. never before did i see this kid.
not that death or dying ever seemed scary. but it's just creepy to see your name attached to some memorial photo that isn't you. but then it gets odd.
a news article regarding the incident tells of this paul's 4 year old daughter, hope. of course i do not have a daughter, but i did date a hope for a short time. an interesting coincidence.
i continue to read... apparently this me stops at his parents home for a dinner break that consists of peanut butter and jelly. i wan't expecting that. more of that, "if you know me" stuff.
not that any of this has any tangible significance to my existence... just something encountered one night that i was ill.
i can't help but wonder how it will happen for me.
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the most recent search leads to me, shot dead in an ohio k-mart in 2004. they say it was a "crazy drug-addicted gunman". but it doesn't sit so random for the guy with the same name. the picture is of some 22 year old jason priestly doppleganger, whom i recently realized played "tober"- a pseudo punk character from that favorite 21 jumpstreet episode. needless to say... that picture wasn't me. but maybe it was supposed to be? a delusion perhaps left over from a bad robot killer from the future movie... you know the one.
i've seen it before. someone with my name. only once. some music ceo of some sort. never before did i see this kid.
not that death or dying ever seemed scary. but it's just creepy to see your name attached to some memorial photo that isn't you. but then it gets odd.
a news article regarding the incident tells of this paul's 4 year old daughter, hope. of course i do not have a daughter, but i did date a hope for a short time. an interesting coincidence.
i continue to read... apparently this me stops at his parents home for a dinner break that consists of peanut butter and jelly. i wan't expecting that. more of that, "if you know me" stuff.
not that any of this has any tangible significance to my existence... just something encountered one night that i was ill.
i can't help but wonder how it will happen for me.
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